“Dear Mom, It’s me, Mrs. John William McCarty. Doesn’t that sound wonderful? It does to me.”
Betty Leiper McCarty. June 27, 1955.
So began a letter from my mother to her mother two days after she became “Mrs. John McCarty”. That was day #2 of a marriage that would last until my father passed away 21,455 days later. She was a love-struck bride thanking her parents profusely for the “perfect wedding reception” (I’d like to state for reference that the reception was in the backyard
of my grandparent’s Connecticut farm. Lively to the point my Dad had to sneak a small keg of beer behind the barn, out of sight from my temperance preaching great-grandmother). When
she wrote that letter, she had a lifetime of experiences in front of her. She was obviously very excited about recent events and the journey ahead. By the time it concludes with detailed directions to their new home in a trailer park, it tells the story of a wide-eyed woman as uncertain as the rest of us when we reach a point in our lives when we feel like we should be grown up.
My mother passed away three weeks ago. The logical Jack keeps reminding me that she was 88 years old, and lived a life she loved. She saw her kids and grandkids grow to become happy and successful. She even played with great grandkids. That ain’t bad. As soon as I begin believing this propaganda, “Emotional Jack” stomps on the logic and argues back; “it sucks, and you know it.”
Just before she passed my siblings and I found a note she had written that listed a few things that were important to her and wanted to be kept in the family. Suddenly there were five kids in a house where we were all raised allowed to explore places we were never allowed when growing up. The things we found were amazing.
- We found the letter I quoted above that my mother wrote to her parents after her wedding. It was in a yellow wooden box at the bottom of her closet. The box and a backstory were explained in her note. The box was made in 1901 by mom’s great grandfather for his daughter (my great grandmother) after her mother passed when she was very young.
- A few random wedding invitations and personal letters addressed to my grandparents Frank and Hellen Leiper.
- Pictures of my great grandfather, Hazzard Kenyon. (Is that the coolest great grandfather name ever or what?)
- The letter approving my father’s GI Bill allowing him to go to the University of Connecticut.
- A loan agreement for a Singer sewing machine. $14 per months for 24 months. A $300 sewing machine was a pretty big deal back in the 1950s.
Then there was The Dress. On the list of things my mother wanted to remain in the family was her wedding dress. Thanks to the wonders of a cedar chest, it was in perfect condition. This marked the first time any of us had seen it in person. I was showed this bit of McCarty history to my daughter Julia a few days later. Strangely, to me anyway, it was close to her size. Soon I was sitting in the living room talking to my sister when the dress
I had seen thousands of times in static pictures came to life. As the dress moved down the stairs, it began to tell it’s story. In the smile on Julia’s face, I could see Betty Leiper.
She was a giddy, young, vibrant bride elated to have married the man of her dreams and excited to take on whatever life had in store. She was young once. They all were. The items on her list were more than keepsakes. They are part of our story.
- It was not a “yellow wooden box made by my great, great grandfather”. It was a gift from a broken hearted, recently widowed father who loved his daughter and wanted do something to help her cope with the loss of her mother.
- They were not “random wedding invitations to my grandparents”. They were invites from people who wanted to hang with “Frank and Hellen”. The couple with five kids and lived down the street.
- It wasn’t a picture of my great great grandfather Hazzard Kenyon. He was a young dude with a really cool name that was sitting for a picture. Great grandkids were the furthest thing from his mind. With a name like that, he probably went out that night
and did whatever people with badass names did in the 19th century. I don’t know what it was, but I promise it was awesome. (Note: I rarely, if ever, use the term badass, but I thought it fit here)
- It wasn’t a GI Bill approval letter, it was a gateway. That approved document allowed my dad to provide a life for his wife and kids. Colleges, weddings, a house, vacations and lifetime of memories way beyond anything he or my mother had when they were growing up.
- It was a sewing machine that would go on to make clothes for kids that didn’t exist, and decorations for a house they didn’t own at the time.
While the emotional side of Jack is absolutely correct in that this whole experience sucks. There is nothing I can do about it except realize this is part of my story. They went through it, and now it’s my turn. As my portion of the story continues, I will draw strength from those that help shape me and embrace the cast of characters and events that make my chapter so interesting. I have been lucky beyond words to have incredible parents in my life for almost fifty years. I will miss them, but I know a part of them resides in my kids and me every day as our story continues….
For those of you who appreciate creativity or maybe performance art, this post is exactly 1,000 words…. BOOM!
4 thoughts on “The Dress Was Worth A Thousand Words”
Awesome piece or work Jack! I’m always amazed.
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You brought the dress to life. What a wonderful tribute
Very eloquent Jack. You are truly blessed.
What a beautiful tribute to your mother Jack. You are correct, they love and legacy will live on in you, your siblings and their grandchildren. I really enjoyed reading this. Thanks for sharing.